Monday, October 18, 2010

cookies, meds & OCD

          Last week, I met with a new psychiatrist. For the first time in two years, I feel like someone actually listened to me and told me the truth. I’ve been fighting a lot of battles and I won’t burden you with my problems but lately depression has been the BIGGEST demon in my life. Depression has held me back from doing a lot things that I used to love like going out with friends, spending time with my family, and even working. I’ve been stuck at home in my own little world for far too long and i’m glad that I finally reached out for help. Now, the dr put me on an antidepressant && i can’t seem to slow down or even keep my mouth shut. I’m thinking that this dosage is not right for me... my depression has now been replaced with cleaning & baking obsessively!! LOL I did make some yummy cookies tho !! My hubster is def not complaining.




xoxo,
eva

16 comments:

  1. I wish you all the best, Eva. :D Glad baking is helping you relax and feel better!:D

    ***** Marie *****
    allthingsmarie.com

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  2. I hoped you get threw this tuff spot your in , Life is so beautiful and short to not enjoy it , I'll be checking in whit you to see how your doing , I'm here if you ever need to talk to someone

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  3. @marie thanks you && baking is the best :)

    @curves.. you are right life is beautiful :) I'm so ready to get my life back on track. && thank you for being here for me.

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  4. stay strong :) baking is good!!

    love
    Rinz @ miss-rinrin.blogspot.com

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  5. Aww I really hope you feel better. I know how sometimes things can just get so bad.. you feel like you don't want to do anything -you just want to stay in bed all day. Hopefully the doc gives finds the correct dosage though. Hope things get better soon! And the cookies look yummy. =)

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  6. @rinz thank you i will try :)

    @kali OMG exactly i've been a prisoner of my bed for too long :(

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  7. Cookies make everything better! Hope you're feeling up to snuff again soon!

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  8. @cydonia yes they doo :) & i hope so too.

    @gaby def yummy!!

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  9. I'm so glad you are feeling better. Those cookies look awesome :) Thanks for coming to visit my blog too!

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  10. Your picture just made me really really hungry. :)

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  11. hugs to you Eva- lots of feel good vibes coming your way. Your cookies look terrific btw.
    x
    jeanie

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  12. YUM! looking at those cookies, and I'm officially hungry!

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  13. hope you're doing good & left over some cookies for meeee lol

    xoxo http://sheshotta.blogspot.com

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  14. those are some yummy cookies :) and i do know how you feel. when im sad/depressed i dont want to do anything but just stay in my room and then i never get anything done. which is bad cause then that results in failing classes hahaha. i learned my lesson now. and im glad that your getting over whatever you were going through :)

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  15. Cookies look delicious. Baking makes me happy!!

    Love Nana

    http://www.sweetladynana.blogspot.com

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